when everything stops

Wake up
Go to sleep
Wake up
Go to sleep
Wake up


Days go by in an instant
Weeks are a blur
Monday is Wednesday is Friday is Monday again
Do not give up


Sit outside on the porch
Just to feel the sun on your face
Close your eyes


You’re at the beach
Sand on your towel
Laughter 
Waves close by
Salty air
You read a book 
You packed grapes
They feel like cool marbles on your tongue


Close your eyes
You're at the top of a mountain peak
You give an exhausted and accomplished exhale
You lay on rock warmed by the sun
Sweat cooling on your neck and down your chest
You have a chill
The air feels clean, untouched


Close your eyes
You’re at your parents house
Your sisters are there
Children running
Laughter
Childhood memories
You put your head on your mothers shoulder
Your hand in your sisters hand
You roll your eyes at your father 
You hug him when you leave


Close your eyes
You’re in bed with your lover
You hold hands
You hold one another
You hold gazes
Limbs entangled
Laughter 
You drink coffee until 3 o’clock
You make dinner
Replace mugs with wine glasses
Spend 4 hours in the kitchen




Wake up
Go to sleep
Wake up
Will it be warm enough to walk today
Maybe you could take a drive 
It’s the weekend


Go to sleep
Don’t think about having dreams
What you dreamt about before
What you might dream about
That show you watched
The friend from ten years ago who reached out
The picture of an ex lover you scrolled by
Old photographs 
Old letters
Old you
Where you belong
Where you don’t
Where you are going
Where you are not
What can you do
Don’t just look at the blackness
See it




Standstill 
Life is at a standstill 
Can you stand still
Sit still
Lay still
Be still




You can’t go there
You can’t see them
You can’t touch that
You can’t 
You can’t


You can be 
Still

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